the blacks and whites of life.

NAAT dinner and results

2011-06-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

NAAT dinner after work today
@ Nihon Mura, Cathay (dhoby ghaut)
followed by meeting @ Yakun.

food was yumsyums ! :))

work yesterday and today was not bad.

helped one of the partner do some stuffs today,
abit stressful hee.
like cannot screw up ! hahaha.

results came out on wednesday midnight.
some modules did not meet my expectations :(

but i improved slightly overall for both degrees,
so ... relieved and contented i guess.
but maybe not enough for me to be happy :S

Lerk Thai lunch

2011-06-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

lunch @ Lerk Thai today,

seniors treated again.

will start to feel bad if they keep on doing so :S

work is so tiringgg.

starbucks !

2011-06-06T22:13:00.003+08:00

nice senior treated me
to lunch and starbucks today :DD

the warm chocolate drink was perfect
because the office was too cold
with the aircon blowing,
and the rain outside didn't help.

my stomach still feels weirddd.
i keep having pangs of pain,
and i don't know why :((

out to town !

2011-06-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

shopping in town with PJ today :DD

bumped into lotsss of friends,

guess everyone's out on a weekend hee.

how exciting :)

bought a pair of flipflops from ripples !
though i've always wanted a havaianas pair,
but it's too expensive.

then people will say it's about the quality.
but that much for a pair of flipflops,

then i think about how hard my parents work and save

and i feel too bad to buy them :S

anws, i think i may be getting iPhone 4 ! :D
i feel bad about getting my parents to pay for it,

so it'll probably be self-funded

phone and plan and all.

so, still thinking !
before i give up $$$ for this 'investment' haha.

why does everything need so much moneyyy :((

and my stomach is still feeling weird :(

it gets pain sometimes,
but at least all the other symptoms are gone for now.

very bad case of food poisoning

2011-06-03T22:50:00.004+08:00

didn't go to work today, took MC.

had really bad food poisoning last night.
i suspect it was due to lunch
which was at a factory canteen in Tuas
that was near the client's place.

had diarrhoea countless times,
vomitted twice
and broke out in cold sweat for hours.

luckily it acted up only after i reached home.

went to see the doctor,
the long wait was the worst ever.

had to take an injection
and was given 4 types of medicine
plus an MC.

omg, worst case of food poisoning i ever had.

now because of the medicine,
i'm sleepy and my mouth is dry :((
hate thisss.

shipyard @ Tuas.

2011-06-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

some pictures of the client's place

that i'm working at this week

to do internal audit.

a shipyard @ Tuas !

hee :)

first time actually, going to a shipyard.

quite exciting initially,
but kind of used to it now.

today

2011-05-31T23:25:00.003+08:00

met pj and edwin after work today
for dinner around town :))

rained at Tuas today,
client's office was colddd.

and my ulcer hurts DAMN BADLY.
accidentally hit my lips a little too hard

with my toothbursh while brushing teeth :((

white iPhone 4 ???

past week - internship, Casper meetup, NAAT meeting, out with PJ

2011-05-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

internship @ RSM Chio Lim Stone Forest, Business Advisory Dept
started on tuesday and will end in mid-july (8 weeks).

they introduced me to everyone,
gave me a stationery set (which i would have to return)
and a staff orientation handbook
as well as the access passes, for the lift and office doors.

i really love the working environment :))
i have my own cubicle with shelf space.
the toilet is big and clean and nice !

full length mirror,

and there's always soap and tissue wipes.

toilets are very important to me hahaha.

as of now i have 3 direct seniors,

weizhe jennifer nicholas.
they all give me work to do,
so i was pretty busy the past week.
had to OT for a while everyday :(

but it's been good.
i have learnt some stuffs,
and i look forward to learning more.

this coming week,

i'll be going to some shipyard in Tuas
to do internal audit hee.
so far and so near NTU eeks.

was told not to wear skirt haha.
looks like it'll be pants for the week !

anws, yesterday night

Casper met up for dinner after work
@ Blujaz Cafe (bugis) to chill :)

it was real nice and funnn hanging out with them yaye.

today, had NAAT meeting in school from 10am - 6pm
so looong !

then went out with PJ and we did some shopping ! :DD

too lazy to upload all pictures from the week,
so i'll first upload those of PJ and i heehee :)

day out ! :))

2011-05-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

happy day out with PJ today ! :DD

Fast & Furious 5 was quite an awesome movie hee.
enjoyed all the action alottt :)

then we went shopping for my grey working skirt
and i managed to find one that is suitable
in colour, design and length
after trying about 10+ skirts from many shops haha.

yaye :)

internship starts tomorrow eeks :S

lazy sunday

2011-05-22T23:22:00.003+08:00

woke up at 5.30pm today.

wanted to go out shopping for office wear
and go for a jog as well,

but i guess time didn't permit hahaha :S

spent the night watching TV.
Kungfu Panda & Undercover Boss ! :DD

last paper + pirates of the caribbean + exchange souvenirs

2011-05-21T23:59:00.004+08:00

wells, final HR paper yesterday wasn't any good
so i won't talk about it lest it spoils my mood.

i just hope that this time round,
my after-exam feelings will be proven wrong

with awesome grades.
ha. ha. ha.

after the paper, watched Pirates of the Caribbean

@ Plaza Sing, with Casper peeps !

the movie was enjoyable :)

has a mixture of romance, fighting, humour and horror.
plus handsome actors and pretty actresses heehee.

caught Survivor Redemption Island Finale

from 11pm - 1.45am yaye :)

i'm such a TV addict, really :S

happy that Rob won ! :D
he really deserves it.

today, went out to town with PJ
for the first half of the day !

we ate lunch @ Tea Loft.

( picture 1 and 2 haha )
their french toast is The Best !!!
omggg, love ittt.

then met up with the Casper peeps
for xianglin's 21st party :))

shall blog about it when the pictures are up.
can't wait to see the pictures !

anws during the party,
there was a distribution of souvenirs

from people who returned from exchange whee haha.

samuel's souvenirs were cute keychains ( picture 3 ).
i chose the disney princesses one, so prettyyy ! :D

chingkai-xianglin-derkoon's souvenirs for the girls
were pretty mirrors ! ( picture 4 )

so glad exams are finally over.

bodyclock screwed

2011-05-19T22:23:00.001+08:00

don't want tomorrow to come,

but can't wait for it to be over.

and my bodyclock is so very screweddd.

final paper eeks

2011-05-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

it's going to be real exciting after exams :D

have about 4 birthday celebrations lined up already,
and probably at least 2 more in the later part of the holidays.

plus all the meetups and dating
and time spent at home watching tv / sleeping.

can't wait ! :))

anyways,
am studying for my final paper now.

i feel like i'll never be able to finish reading my HR text.
it's like about 700+ pages,
and i'm reading everything for the first time.

plus there's still lesson slides and article readings.

omg, nooo !!!

sleeping too much

2011-05-15T19:03:00.001+08:00

so sweet ! :)

been sleeping way to much,
10 - 12 hours each day :S

seriously, are there any adverse side effects
from sleeping too much ??

i really hope not.

and i'm so boreddd from studying :(

difficult linguistics elective paper :(

2011-05-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

if not for the fact that
i feel like the drowned cornflake right now,
i'd find this picture cutely funny.

elective paper was not easy.
seems like linguistics isn't really my thing.

highlight of the day,
PJ accompanied me to NTU to study :DD
heehee, yaye.
since my paper was at 5pm.

oh wells,
can't wait for this horrible period to end.

8 more days :)

Heavy Rain :))

2011-05-11T18:55:00.001+08:00

yayeee, Heavy Rain !
:))

tired and unfit

2011-05-10T18:41:00.003+08:00

i need something

bright & colourful & cheerful in my life right now.

am so tired and jaded from
studying & memorizing & worrying.

and i really need to exercise ... soon.
can feel myself getting real unfit and flabby.
eeks !

exam boohoo :(

2011-05-09T18:31:00.001+08:00

yes, definitely forever a struggle for me.
that is if in the first place,
i even have sufficient stuffs in my brain.

i wish i had a better brain.

today could have gone so much better :(
sighs.

hope for the best, i guess.

but i hate it that i always hope for this after every exam.
why can't it be such that i know everything will be alright,
that everything will turn out good ?

many things

2011-05-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

the weather nowadays is too hot :(

exams start tomorrow for me,
very worried.
hope all my studying pays off ! :)

and i'm SO sad that George Yeo didn't get elected :(
i really wanted him to win.
this sucks.

mosquito & Dong Yi

2011-05-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

shit,
there's a mosquito in my room
that has drank too much of my blood !

i have like, 5 bites now D:

cannot study properly,
keep scratching :((

and the new Channel U 7pm korean drama
called Dong Yi
is proving to be an awesome showww !

happy :))

studying at home

2011-05-04T18:26:00.002+08:00

hahaha ! so true :))
my mom knows all the methods
to wash different types of clothings The Correct Way.

anyways, been staying at home to study the past few days.
wouldn't exactly say i'm productive
because i would be way more productive
without distractions like my bed and the TV.

but it has been alrights i guess.
at least i'm on schedule, sort of haha.

i'm doing all my uncompleted accounting tutorials as revision,
while other people do past year papers.
i really such a bad student :S

at the beginning of every semester
i always tell myself to complete tutorials on time,
but i always fail to achieve that sighs.

i need more discipline !
how to be in Dean's List like that.

hahaha, okae seriously that'll NEVER happen,
even if i complete all my tutorials on time
and do every single past year paper religiously.

my brain is just not good enough :(

it's lovely when i stay home and it rains :))

studyinggg

2011-05-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

maybe this cycle happens sometimes,
but it definitely happens often during exams period.

at least for me.

been sleeping too much

and watching too much TV,
despite the looming examsss.

soon i'll probably realise

that i don't have enough time to finish studying
and start freaking out :S

hahaha, not funny actually.

the royal wedding

2011-04-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

i think The Royal Wedding
puts too much fairytale fantasies into our minds,
girls especially.

it's sweet,
but sadly
it's not meant for everyone.

we'll all find our Prince someday
but that'll be figuratively,
not literally.

on a side note,
Kate Middleton is so pretty ! :))

casper pre-exam dinner

2011-04-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

samuel raymond kenwee alvin me jocelyn :D

study date with PJ today @ SMU :))
i studied for my linguistics elective eeks.

then had pre-exam dinner with Casper peeps
@ Song Fa Bak Kut Teh, clarke quay.

i'm really not a bak kut teh kind of person.
i don't fancy pork meat that's not fried
(i.e. steamed, grilled, etc)
because alot of times,

they still have the raw meaty meaty smell.

so i haven't actually eaten bak kut teh before.

but Song Fa was not bad :)
the meat was kind of acceptable

but the highlight was the soup !
the soup is awesomeee, very YUMS :)

peppery, but not too peppery.

and it was really savory hee.

you should try it if you're a bak kut teh person haha :)

i did not touch the pig trotters and intestines though.
the guys devoured them all :S
not my kind of food.

we had ice-cream afterwards,

jocelyn and i shared a double scoop cup.
cookies & cream + some maple walnut flavour

very niceee :D

really enjoyed myself with them :))

end of year 2 sem 2

2011-04-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

AB214 Communication Management Strategies

Prof Janice treated the whole class to this ! :D

chewyan me sherene with Prof Janice :)

somehow my communication classes are always filled with nice people hee.

BH225 HR Research

Prof Trevor treated us to this ! :D

my group : daryl jason danne seokhui me aikuen :))

my group with Prof Trevor :)

evidently, HR is full of girls hahaha :)

BH227 Selection & Assessment

my awesome group: scott me yikee aloysius youjun :DD

with Prof Sasha, his face so funnyyy !

all the Last Lesson photos hahaha :)

last day of school for sem2 today yayeee ! :DD

i feel awesome and relaxed and happy alr haha.
even though there's still exams to sit for eeks.

but, temporary relief ! heehee :))

the past week was crazy.

rushing out all the group reports and presentations,
sleeping 3 hours or less each night.

i was so busy that even though

12.30pm today was my individual presentation for AB214 (20%, 5 minutes)

i only started preparations for it at 10pm last night.

did it all the way till 6am.

omggg, almost had a panic attack
was really really worried

that i would not be able to finish organizing the information i needed,

get my slides ready
and finish memorizing my script (about 3 pages).

thankfully, it went well and it's now overrr !

even though i hate school,

semester 2 has been good :)

and it felt like it passed really fast.

i have different good friends in all my classes,

so classes were bearable.

projects/quizzes grades have been generally good/okae

even though i just found out that i merely passed SPSS

buttt, i know i'm really not a computer programmes kind of person :S

so i guess i was prepared for it,

even though i'm still sad haha.

oh wells.

hopefully i'll do well for all my examsss :))

crazy deadlines & star awards

2011-04-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

this picture is a far cry from my mood right now.

i'm feeling very stressed, very flustered and very very worried
rushing out so many things at one time
because i have many many deadlines this coming week.

3 presentations
2 reports
tuesday wednesday thursday

the things i have to complete seem impossible.
this is madness,
i feel like screaminggg.

and i barely started on my 20% individual presentation.
*panics!*

then again,
why am i still swamped by projects and deadlines
when i'm supposed to be mugging for exams ???

this is why i hate school :((

anyways, this year's Star Awards was fun to watch.
ruien & jeanette aw & michelle chia are so pwettyyy ! :D
but where was jesseca liu ? :(

and sadly,
while watching
i had to eat my dinner AND do my projectsss at the same time.

omg, can't wait for thursday to be over.

scott's 23rd birthday celebration

2011-04-23T17:22:00.003+08:00

celebrated scott's 23rd birthday yesterday
during BH227 project meeting @ SMU.

cake : eggless oreomisu from Emicakes

birthday card : Starbucks paper bag
presents : cute iPhone casing & Starbucks tumbler

we realise that we forgot to buy a birthday card
so we wrote our wishes on the paper bag instead hahaha.

and our presents are really thoughtful !
cos his phone casing was quite old already,
and scott always uses those chapalan plastic bottles.
:)

so we made scott sing a song
and go round the area to find his present

(when it was with us all the while hahaha!)
he kind of annoyed this girl who was studying :S

yupps, had fun :D

then it was back to projecttt.

overslept + UP cartoon movie

2011-04-21T16:42:00.003+08:00

oopsie, overslept today
and missed my 2.30pm accounting lesson :S

so i get to stay home whee haha :))

the weather nowadays very warm,
i don't like.

i know this is quite slow,
but i watched UP last night on DVD.
everything about it is so cuteee ! :D

so pretty,
when the sunlight shines through the balloons
and creates colourful little circles on things
:)

bad day - SPSS and elective quizzes

2011-04-20T23:34:00.001+08:00

NTU was smoky today,

for i don't know what reason.

managed to take a clear picture only w/o flash.

HG801 : Language Puzzle - The Study of Human Language (Linguistics)

jessica meiqi me :D

it was a coincidence that we took this elective together hee.

yaye at least i have NBS friends to attend lectures with :))

sadly though,

this elective isn't as easy as i thought it would be.

it's very content heavy

and everything is like so new to me :(

had the second quiz today
which i found quite difficult sighsss.
i decided not to S/U it ( tough decision ! )

so i hope i end up doing well for it.

and for the quiz,

i borrowed the linguistics text from the library

but forgot to return it on time

so i had to pay $10 fine for 2 days overdue :((

BH225 SPSS Test today killed me too :(

bad time management & a flustered mind.

goodbye, good grades.

*cries*

bad bad day,

boohoohoo.

202 management meeting

2011-04-19T18:34:00.005+08:00

my AB214 groupmates,
chewyan sherene edric me :)

we did pretty alrights for our group project hee.

my awesome AA202 groupmates,

sharon yilin jingjie me kahsing ! :DD

pictures from yesterday hee.

had AA202 management meeting yesterday.

it didn't go 100% perfect, according to Prof's feedback

but he said we 'did well',

so hopefully the grades will reflect that yayeee :))

so glad that we have the guys really,

cos us girls were like so flustered

we could barely absorb or respond to anything properly hahaha.

so the guys mostly made the decisions heh.

kahsing was awesome in representing our group as the Owners :D

after that, we had to rush the report out within 24 hours

so we stayed in school till 11.30pm :((
we were all super tired, mentally and physically.

report was like 16 pages in total.

and we couldn't prepare it beforehand,

because what goes into the report

is really based on what came up during the 2 hours management meeting.

and we were so busy,
we kind of forgot about dinner.
by the time we realised,
the canteen stalls were mostly closed alr :S

yupps, so luckily i called home

and found out that my dad was sending my brother to his army camp

which is near NTU

so he could send me back homeee :DD

gave yilin a lift back to her hall

and sent the guys to Kovan to take a cab

cos they live 'nearby' hahaha,

as compared to going home from NTU.

yesterday was a long long tiring hectic day.

but it was good,

because i have awesome groupmates ! :DD

we are young now.

2011-04-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

we won't stay young for long.

makes me wonder
if i should be spending more time
on other things instead.

to do things that i will not be able to do
when i'm older.

butterflies and AB214 Post Test

2011-04-16T23:46:00.001+08:00

i'm really scared of butterflies.
actually, i'm scared of many many things :S
hahaha.

AB214 Post Test from 9 - 11am today.

it was pretty alrights :)

then again, sometimes when i think so

the results show otherwise.

so i shan't get my hopes up high.

at least it's over.

Lazy Friday

2011-04-15T16:28:00.001+08:00

Lazy Friday,

with the clouds over the sun

and the warm breeze blowing.

sighs, got to go back to school tomorrow

on a Saturday morning

to take the AB214 Post Test for 2 hours.

i'm supposed to be sleeping in ! :((

2 years anniversary

2011-04-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

2 years :))

it has been wonderful, more than i probably deserve.

you make me happy, you make me feel warm inside.

you put up with all my nonsense, you care after each fight.

you give me security, you make me a better person.

you're always there for me, you're always on my side.

the path ahead is long.

i really hope we'll continue on this journey together,

hand in hand and smiles on our faces *hearts*

je t' aime :))

( because the english version

sounds too cheesy/mushy here hee )

we are too busy rushing

2011-04-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

stop, and smell the flowers.

why are we forever too busy ?
what are we always rushing for ?
:(

i heard Elvin Ng dropped by NTU today.
many people saw him,
but i didn't sighsss.

such is my luck hahaha.

a random idea

2011-04-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

a random idea came to me,
to take a full body picture of myself everyday.

with my outside wear, if i'm going out.
in my comfy home clothes, if i'm staying in.

years down the road,
i can look back at how things have changed
from day to day.

my clothes, my hairstyle, my face, my body.

these pictures will be memories of me from the past.

an exciting idea, right ?
hopefully it's novelty will last haha :))

study date + shorts

2011-04-11T23:00:00.005+08:00

study date with PJ today ! :))
@ Mos Burger, Taka.

he also bought a pair of Lacoste shoes from The Stadium.
white base with some dark green designs, niceee !
but why guy shoes so expensive :S

and anyways,
i wore this pair of cream-coloured high waisted shorts
which i bought a long long time ago
but never got round to wearing
cos i couldn't figure out how to match it with a top hahaha.

happy that i made use of one of my impulse buys ! :)

happiness

2011-04-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

. it sounds so simple,

but how many people achieve true happiness in their lifetime ?

for me, it's really too difficult

to free my mind from worries

and to expect less.

sighs.

cute hamster picture + flu :(

2011-04-09T23:59:00.003+08:00

i'm not an animal person, but this is too cute ! :DD

and i'm down with flu, boohoo :(

red shoes

2011-04-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

. .

i've always wanted red shoes.

jocelyn's birthday celebration

2011-04-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

alvin me danielle jocelyn samuel kenwee :))

jocelyn's 22nd birthday celebration

with Casper peeps @ Big O Cafe (wheelock place), 4 april

had loads of fun that day yaye ! :)

simple girl, complex world.

2011-04-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

i'm really just a simple girl

swimming in a sea of sharks.

hopefully, i'll survive this complex world.

april fool's and life

2011-04-01T16:58:00.000+08:00

it's april fool's day today !

hahaha :)

an uneventful one for me

because i'm home for the day

and i only just woke up at 3pm :S

i really hope that one day

i'll come to appreciate everything that i have

and be truly contented,

rather than harping on what i don't have.

this way, i'm sure life will be much happier.

after all, life is only this long.

pictures during BH227 lesson :)

2011-03-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

youjun scott me yikee aloysius :D

stickers on my pencil caseee :)

during HR lesson yesterday,

with my awesome groupmates !

they make 4-hours lessons

so much more bearable hee :))

meeting IRAS girls + movie

2011-03-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

me yujia grace meiyi sijia

met up with the IRAS girls today ! :DD

we did shopping before and after dinner hahaha.

dinner was @ NYDC, wheelock place.

the food + dessert were yum yum yummy :).

it was really really nice catching up with them :))

because i'm not in NUS,

i haven't met them in a really long time :(

and we celebrated mine and sijia's birthday hee !

anyways before that, PJ and i watched

world invasion : battle los angeles !

it's a really good movieee :DD

enjoyed it alot yaye.

humans vs aliens,

with alot of good warfare action

and touching scenes.

best friends for life ?

2011-03-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

can people be best friends for life ?

i really hope so.

pics of bday celebration with Casper peeps

2011-03-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

. seehoo danielle jocelyn me samuel alvin raymond :)

. belated pictures from my celebration with Casper peeps

@ Timbre (clarke quay), 17 march :))

had to pester alvin for these pictures hahaha.

AB214 presentation today wasn't bad,

but it could have gone better sighs.

accounting midterm results, yaye :)

HR midterm results, yaye :)

elective midterm results, boohoo :(

study date + end of recess week :(

2011-03-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

. . study date with PJ today

@ Mos Burger (bishan), heehee :DD

i love their milk tea ! :)

. .

it's Back To School tomorrow, sighsss.

recess week flew past too quickly :( . .

. please please please,

let everything be okae.

nice picture of singapore

2011-03-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

no sadly, i did not draw this. . i was searching for pictures for my project, and thought that this is a really nice picture of singapore :)) . hahaha.

NAAT CSR @ Botanical Gardens

2011-03-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

. . NAAT CSR today @ Botanical Gardens ! :))

CSR = corporate social responsibility

which is kind of = community service,

in our terms.

some kids were cute & some kids were naughty.

some kids were smart but quiet

and they are the ones who impressed me most :)

having kids around always makes my day,

though the sun and the rain made it more tiring.

the theme was Fruits.

my group was Banana.

other groups included Durian, Mango & Apple.

there were 4 station games,

with a lunch break in between.

it was great fun ! :D

birthday celebrations pictures

2011-03-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

some pictures of my birthday celebrations ! :DD . . with PJ hee ! :)) @ Yuki & Yaki (marina square), 16 march .

. .

with my mini-NAAT clique hahaha :))

@ Pu Tien (NEX), 13 march

. huancheng winson PJ

vanessa rosanna me

. .

with my BH227 groupmatesss :))

@ reading room while doing project, 14 march .

. youjun aloysius me yikee scott

. .

with NAAT 5th comm !

@ some Taiwan food place (dhoby ghaut) after meeting, 15 march

. .

card from huijin all the way from Texas ! :DD

she's on exchange there hahaha. .

. . yupps yupps ! :))

many many things

2011-03-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

. all the contestants of NBS Face 2011 theme: When We Were Young . . NBS Faces 2011, both from Yoshi :DD Yiqian & Zixuan . . Casper + Yoshi :) .

. pictures from NBS Face 2011 on Tuesday. .

it was exciting because Yoshi won both the male & female NBS Face just like how Casper won both too last year haha. . and on Wednesday, Zhikang went on to win NBS Voice so all the winners came from Yoshi :D . awesome right ? hee. . . . . . yupps, so i was informed yesterday that i got the internship :) . Business Advisory @ RSM Chio Lim ! it's during the summer holidays, for 8 weeks. . i'm happy because it'll be very good exposure for me. i'll be rotated among teams, so i guess i'll learn alot. and the location is convenient for me too since it's at Dhoby Ghaut, along the Purple Line :D . . but i know it's not going to be easy :S . i may have to OT often, it could be all the way until 11pm i think. . and because my chinese isn't the best (they have many China clients), plus i have yet to learn alot of the technicalities from school, the learning curve will be a steep one for me. . . despite these, i'm still excited to be given this opportunity. got to thank my senior for informing me of the available opening :) . my interviewer must have saw something in me (i hope, hahaha), despite all that i'm lacking in :S so yupps, i'm thankful because i thought i wouldn't get it heh. . . . . . it's Recess Week this coming week. yaye :) . but as of now, i already need to go back to school for 3 days to do projectsss. . not forgetting all the tutorials and readings waiting for me. i do not foresee having much time to enjoy & relax. . sighsss. . . . . . oh, and i graduated from being the Business Manager of the 4th Management Committee of NAAT to become the External Audit Manager (EAM) of the 5th Management Committee ! . by the way, NAAT stands for 'NBS Auditing & Assurance Team' hahaha :)

last AB228A lesson ! :D

2011-03-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

. nice AB228A friends : roy me augustine kevin yikee clarence . . . last AB228A (career foundations) lesson today ! . no more waking up early & wearing formal on thursdays just to go for 8.30am lessons on professional imaging, interview skils, resume writing. . yaye, can sleep in :DD hee. . . but i'll miss having lunch on thursdays with my friends :( . still, getting to sleep in >>> having lunches with them hahaha oops !

2 tests tmr ! D:

2011-03-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

heh so cuteee right :)) . . . NBS Face 2011 today, it was fun haha :D . shall not blog about it now because the pictures are not up yet and i have to study for my 2 tests tmr !! D: . 20% each. panicsss ! :S . need to go finish studying now now now. . . but i want to watch Deja Vu on Channel 5 :(( hahaha.

send fanny & melvin off

2011-03-06T23:59:00.001+08:00

. that's my stunned face

cos samuel's iPhone suddenly gave off flash hahaha.

we were waiting for our turn @ Astons, Changi Airport ! :)

. sent fanny & melvin off to Berlin for exchange

@ T1 last night with Kenai / Casper / Yoshi peeps.

iris was also flying off,

but her photos are not uploaded yet hee.

midterms last week went pretty alrights i guess.

was pretty surprised about my accounting results,

the prof went through it immediately after.

i scored about 17/20, yayeee :))

but the presentation could have been better.

also went for an internship interview,

but i'll talk about it if i get it haha.

. . .

2 midterms this week,

sighsss.

can't wait for recess week ! :DD

even though i'd have to rush 3 projects that week,

not forgetting all the other homework and commitments :S

so so tireddd.

2011-03-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

i want to go on an adventure,

one that is exciting & eye-opening & carefree.

in beautiful clear waters with colourful fishes,

in endless fresh green plains with pretty clouds above,

in mountains so quiet you can hear yourself breathe.

because life right now

is too tiring in so many ways.

nothing like how i want my life to be like :(

crazy week ahead

2011-02-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

this week is going to be crazy. . 3 midterms & 1 presentation. . . at least my sore throat + blocked nose + flu is almost fully gone now :) . . . ethics essay test in class tmr. i hope i'm ethical enough.

day with dardar :))

2011-02-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

. milk for the tea & my iPod shuffle . Mos' milk tea is niceee :D . . . spent the day with PJ ! . lunch @ Wan Zhai study + monopoly deal @ Mos Burger . hee happyyy :))

tired of being me

2011-02-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

other than celebrating PJ's birthday, the past week hasn't been good. not at all :( .

there are so many ways

that i'm inadequate in.

i just wish i wasn't this way.

then maybe,

things would have turned out differently.

i'm getting tired.

and it's at times like this

that i wish i wasn't me.

weiliang's 21st party

2011-02-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

gen xuandao handong weiliang shihui me nut

. . weiliang's 21st birthday party yesterday

@ Kintamani Indonesian Restaurant, Furama Riverfront Hotel

went real late with nut

because of our different reasons :S

party started at 6pm

but we only reached at 8pm eeks.

when we reached,

almost everyone was there already.

buffet style !

but the food was too spicy for me,

they laughed at me for choosing caifan food hahaha.

the dessert was awesomeee though :D

loved all the kuehsss !

the chocolate-y birthday cake

was very yummy too :))

other than eating,

spent most of the time talking with 01 peeps.

took only a few photos.

jiayi's camera takes really nice photos haha.

left early at 9.30pm with nut.

we walked so so long trying to find our bus stop,

but we still couldn't find it after walking for about 30minutes.

we even asked strangers for directions.

in the end we just cabbed home hahaha.

omg, we are such failures.

. but we spent the entire time talking,

it was real niceee :))

i really miss the days when me nut reethie

seem to have all the time in the world together.

belated pictures

2011-02-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

. . belated pictures from jay's birthday party ! :D

so nice to look at them :))

sometimes i wish i were better in so many ways

that i currently am not good in

valentine's day

2011-02-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

. . .

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :DD

(very belated i know, hahaha)

jay's 21st @ jay's house

2011-02-13T03:00:00.000+08:00

. . . jay's 21st birthday party @ jay's house, 7pm :))

theme : Uniform

(except JC and army uniforms)

the above are the few pictures that i took,

before shiane whipped out her DSLR haha.

went early to help jay prepare food !

potato salad

pasta + tomato-y pasta sauce

mushroom soup

there was also

spizza

sakae sushi

koi & gongcha

YUMS :DD .

and and,

yellow pretty durian birthday cakeee ! . . . other than eating, we :

skyped peixin

painted nails

played some card games

talked in jay's room

watched Buried

sang song + cut cake @ midnight

give present (camera !)

hijacked jay's facebook

& camwhored alot alot !!

can't wait for the many many pictures to be uploaded :D .

it was much much fun heehee :))

picture + past weeek

2011-02-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

on the train with jingjie and kahsing while going home. my smart smart 202 group mates :D but they are so crappyyy. . . . . . the past week has been manageable :) despite having one presentation and one assignment due. . but it won't stay this way for long. sighsss. . . . . . and i slept from 10pm yesterday till 1pm today, that's like 15 hoursss heehee. . very satisfied :) . . . my brother won a 8GB iPod Touch, newest version at his army function. . i am envious muchhh :( . . . excited for tmr ! :D . but for now, back to work :(

raymond's birthday @ Bakerzin

2011-02-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

. . after school today,

Casper peeps celebrated Raymond's birthday

@ JP Bakerzin :))

the food was expensive

but did not taste spectacular.

their cakes were awesomeee though !

the mushroom soup was not bad too. .

enjoyed myself hee :)

mahjong + family dinner + angbao

2011-02-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

. PJ and me, on Bus 81 to Van's/Ros' house ! .

lunch, cooked by Van and her mom :) YUMS. .

mahjonggg ! .

. .

mahjong @ Van's/Ros' house, 1pm - 4pm

with NAAT peeps.

brought PJ over to meet them :D

it was much fun,

and i managed to win $3 :)

i think PJ brings me luck heehee !

mahjong & mahjong & mahjong

exchanged oranges

collected angbao

ate lunch

took pictures :D

. . then family dinner

@ Gim Tim, Yio Chu Kang.

food was not bad,

pretty ceiling decorations

& polite waitress.

brother brought his girlfriend over,

i chatted with her quite abit heh.

she's niceee :) . . .

. . and here is my angbao stash hahaha.

so pretty right ! :D

i guess this more or less concludes CNY 2011.

got to rush homework & assignments now :(

sighsss.

chinese new year ! + qiang's birthday

2011-02-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

. . HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !! :D

may this Rabbit Year be one of

good health & happiness

& career/studies success

for all my loved ones :)

this year's Chinese New Year

has been like any other for me.

but the angbao money has increased

because many of my cousins got married hahaha.

the first day of CNY

happens to coincide with

my youngest brother's birthday too :)

so we had celebrations & a cake for him !

eve of CNY !

2011-02-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

it's the eve of Chinese New Year, how exciting ! . though i'm not looking forward to visiting because i'm not that close to my relatives but at least it means there's holidays and i'll be visiting some friends' houses too :D . it's funny how i'm more excited to visit my friends' houses rather than my relatives :S . . . so my dad cooked dinner heehee ! it was yums yums yummy and full of love hahaha :D . it was real real nice and heartwarming to be sitting at the table with my family and talking about stuffs :) . we usually buy-in for our meals because of our busy, different schedules and all, so it was good eating homecooked food again :) . i love my family alot alot ! . . . . . oh and despite it being the eve of CNY, Prof unpleasantly surprised us with a Pop Quiz in class. how evil, tsk. . i almost didn't do my readings. it was only because i had nothing to do on the train this morning while on my way to school, that i decided to read the 2 assigned chapters. . thankfully :)

clothesss

2011-01-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

becky huijin shaotian me . . i miss floating around with them in Year 1. we didn't have a fixed class like the others did, but at least we had each other :) . . now things are sooo different sighsss. . . . . . went shopping with PJ after school today :DD he bought a nice nice levi's polo tee and i bought a top from cotton on ! . . i rarely buy stuffs from cotton on because i'm really afraid everywhere i go i'd see people wearing the same thing. . the only things i currently have from cotton on are 1 black skirt & 1 grey skirt, both plain and of denim-like material. . to me, those are okae because you can't really identify that they're from cotton on hahaha. . . but today i couldn't resist because the floral top looked so prettyyy :) . . . i think i need more dainty demure clothesss !! . after all, i'm going to be 21 soon and that means that i'll turn into a ladyyy, hopefully heh.

rain & movies

2011-01-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

smelling the fragrance of rain hearing the droplets upon the ground watching the ripples form and fade . makes me feel a calm inside. . . . . . watched Happy Feet on TV yesterday, very very cute movie :D . tonight there's Bee Movie, looks like it'll be another cute movie ! exciteddd :)

first week of school

2011-01-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

. .

CNY dinner with Casper peeps

@ Fish Head Steamboat Restaurant (Farrer Park), 7.30pm

in addition to the usual CNY dish aka Yu Sheng / Lo Hei

which we did lao1,

there was also steamboat and zi char :D

the food was not bad :)

visited Mustafa afterwards,

security there is really ... mafan.

had much fun with them yaye ! :)

before the dinner,

went shopping @ Bugis with PJ.

i bought a shirt for each of my brothers hee.

the designs i chose are very stylish lor i think !

and they love it (so they say, hahaha) :D

i'm happy !!

the past week has been too tiring

for the first week of school.

NAAT PA Sharing Session on Monday,

which i organized.

it went quite smoothly

despite the high attrition rate,

and it was quite an engaging event

for both the audience and speakers.

AB214 Pre-Test Assignment due on Tuesday.

and because of all the readings i had to do,

somehow i had very little sleep each night.

like about 3 hours :S

i'm not kidding.

i am Superwoman in this aspect, i know haha. .

this semester i'll be having 8.30am lessons

from Monday to Thursday :S

that'd mean that

i have to wake up at 6am on all these days,

sighsssss !

but i hope this semester will be a good one.

up till now,

i kind of like the groups of people i'm with

for my classes so far :)

can't wait for the upcoming long CNY holiday ! :D

loneliness & textbooks

2011-01-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

this was how i felt, at one point of today. . . but lunch with junwei & augustine was good :) . a clear example of how being surrounded by less people does not mean one will feel more lonely. . . . and yaye, i managed to sell off my AB107 & AA203 textbooks ! albeit at much loss, but ... oh wells :)

semester 2 starts.

2011-01-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Jumanji was one of my favourite shows when i was young. i never got bored watching it over and over again. . now, i don't have the liberty to watch movies on replay. . such is life. . . . . . school's starting tomorrow. . another semester of rushing work crazy deadlines little sleep stress & competition . i don't want :( . . but i'll face Semester 2 bravely, put in the best i can and i hope all will turn out fine and dandy :)

day with him & Burlesque !

2011-01-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

. .

ya kun and manhattens fish market

with him today heehee.

played monopoly deal together

& went shoppinggg too yaye :D

. . .

watched Burlesque a few days ago

with Casper people after a day @ Sentosa

( pictures not uploaded by Alvin yet ).

didn't look like a show that i'd fancy,

but it turned out to be awesome muchhh !!

sexiest costumes & blingbling accessories

pretty makeup & hot dance routines

pretty actress & cute actor heh.

( but Cher looked kind of weird )

niceee ! :D

mahjong lose $$$ :(

2011-01-19T16:00:00.001+08:00

mahjong yesterday @ Ros' with junwei winson huancheng. . i played with money for like, the first time ever and i lost $20. . . how sad is that ? xemox. . at least it was fun : ) . . and thanksss quack, for the nice smelling pretty little bear :D

results.

2011-01-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

. results, are out. . i'm not happy, but i'm contented. . because i know my limits. . i'm only me. simple ordinary average, me. . . at least there's improvement, that's what is most important right ? . right.

bingxin's & huijun's 21st birthday party

2011-01-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

. painting pink nails for the birthday girl ! .

. pris yini jun me, seeking shelter from the rain .

bingxin's & huijun's combined 21st birthday parties

@ East Coast Park, Pit 47D &48D

theme : pink nails, polka dots, umbrella HAHA

few of us met up early to do some cycling,

but it kept raining so we didn't get to cycle much.

sad :(

still it was fun cycling with them

and double biking with jun hee ! :D

the floorballers were one of the earliest people

so we played Monopoly Deal in the Big Bear tents

( which were spacious and kind of nice haha )

while waiting for other people to arrive.

night fell,

floorballers helped to hang pretty lightsticks all around.

ate BBQ food & catered staple food (fried rice, beehoon)

took pictures

sang birthday song

cut birthday cakes which were really prettyyy !

yupps, most pictures are in jun's camera

so i shall wait for them to be uploaded :)

it's a pity that i had to miss shihui's birthday party

which was tonight too.

oh wellsss.

holidays & bag

2011-01-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

life is good :D . too good maybe, better than it should be at least since results will be out in 5 days & school's starting in 11 days. . *thinks about it, and panics* . . i should stop going out so much stop sleeping till 5pm when i don't go out stop nua-ing and letting my brain rot at all other times. . i need to start gearing up, soon. after all i'm not a fast rat in the race, so i must try to give myself a headstart of some sort. . but i'm all talk and no action !! so. dead. :( . . then again, it's still the holidays ! :D . okae i'm going in circles, i know. maybe it's because i'm happy teehee. . i managed to find a bag that i like after searching everywhereee & for sooo looong. . it's structured AND grey AND fits A4 :))) ! . i think it's a new design :) i hope it doesn't become one of those common bags that you see everywhere which it may turn out to be so since i think it's really niceee :D and it's probably readily available too. how ! . i'll be sad if that happens :(

did not get AA202 :( + reethie goes for exchange !

2011-01-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

course registration today, i did not manage to get one of my core modules : ( very sad max : ( i don't have fast fingers sighsss : ( . i shall go appeal i guess, hopefully they will be kind to me and give me my core. i need my coreee ! . okae, i have whined enough. been whining the entire day about this already, tired. . . . . .

me reethie gimlim jay ahmei

. . we went to send reethie off today

for her exchange in Sweden

@ Changi Airport, Terminal 2

we met for dinner @ Popeyes first

then sat around and talked

before going to meet reethie

at around 9.30pm.

sat at Burger King to talk

and waited for her other friends.

reethie entered the Departure Gates

at around 11.10pm.

though i'll miss reethie,

but i'm more happy for her

because i know she loves this kind of stuffs,

you know to go overseas

and get out of Singapore all : )

hahaha.

stay safe & have fun reethie ! : D

NAAT chalet + reethie's 21st

2011-01-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

. .

NAAT Chalet @ Aloha Loyang, 6 - 7 jan

meant to be organized for members

so as to bond them,

but not many of them turned up

so it ended up being more of a

main comm bonding chalet hahaha.

learnt how to play Monopoly Deal ( very fun ! : D )

pizzasss and breadsticks for dinner

drinking games ( alcohol/beer is very bitter :S )

Circle of Trust ( controversial issues + too much info haha )

watched movie (laptop connected to TV)

nua-ing around

slept for 6 hours

it's always nice hanging out with NAAT peeps : ) .

. reethie the birthday girl ! : D

R-CUBE : me reethie justin zhili .

. 05ip01 : me reethie peixin gimlim jay ahmei .

. floorballers : me bingxin jun reethie ter chewyan yini

with the pretty jewellery box that we gave her ! : ) . .

reethie's 21st birthday party @ clementi, 5.30 pm

THEME : vintage !

after NAAT chalet,

came home, bathed & took a nap.

woke up late sighsss

but was in time to meet the flooorballers.

we reached the party late

at around 7.30pm

because they had school / work

but luckily we didn't miss anything much. .

food for dinner was yummy,

prepared by reethie & her mummy & sister : )

mash potato with bacon & sour cream

pizza

char siew meat

chicken wings

pasta

chocolate fondue with fruitsss YUMS :D .

had fun hanging out with 01ners and floorballers

took many pictures heehee my favourite ! : )

and reethie's mummy still remembers me !

i very happy whee hahaha : D

birthday song

cake cutting

chocolate cake was very niceee, i like !

gimlim peixin left.

floorballers played Wii.

i sat with ahmei jayen reethie : )

we talked and reethie opened her presents !

so exciting to see all the presents hahaha : D

and glad that reethie loved

the photo scrap book + birthday messages from everyone

that i made for her teehee.

left at around 11.30pm.

had an awesome time at reethie's party !

The Tourist

2011-01-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

haha so cute ! :D

The Tourist is a nice movie !

unexpected twist for an ending : )

audit assignments

2011-01-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

eugene and i with part of our audit group

with adamson : ) .

. clockwise : elicia kianwei jingjie shaojie

clockwise : me jingying junwei(aka quack) sihui

. . NAAT Audit Assignments @ Reading Room today.

turn up rate was not bad : )

but then, there were screw ups in the venue issue.

was supposed to happen in the seminar rooms,

but they weren't open.

oh wells, the reading room isn't the most conducive

but better than nothing i guess.

met adamson at the reading room haha.

eugene ended his session real quickly,

so i was free from lunch onwards.

talked about all sorts of things in the NAAT room

with quack and shaojie.

when i say all sorts of things,

i mean all sorts of things.

the meaning of life, death, happiness,

phones, NAAT stuffs, marriage, relationships,

etc etc etc hahaha : )

when the rest of the audit groups were done,

some of us went to JP to have chinese dessert

@ Ji De Chi.

mmm, that's all !

steamboat @ gimlim's

2011-01-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

. .

steamboat @ gimlim's :D

eat food eat food eat food

bloody beef eeks :S

VERY FULL harry potter-ed for a while

stoneee & boreddd

talked about random stuffs

peixin sleeps hahaha

eat somemore (chocs, biscuits)

go home !

hee : )

omg it's 2011 already !!! D:

* freaks out *

New Year's Eve with Floorball Girls ! :D

2011-01-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

. . the entire of New Year's Eve

was spent happily and crazily

with my awesome floorball girlsss : D

played floorball @ Valhall

(court costs $40/hour)

till i was super ultimate shaggg

because i haven't been exercising

since ... forever and ever really :S

but it was good work out today

my body is already aching nowww.

we took lamezzz videos too haha :D

dinner @ Fish&Co

followed by captain's surprise (aka mer's treat HAHA)

of dessert @ Zi De Chi, Plaza Sing !

yumsss much, but extremely sinful.

shopping @ Carrefour

then we headed to Bingxin's house

which is extremely near my house

and hence convenient heehee :D . played Munchkins,

which lives up to its name

of being a really fun game : )

ate ate ate

chips + chocolate + pretzels

+ all kinds of junkfood omg fat

countdown was ... like that lor hahaha.

super hilarious really.

we just went 'Happy New Year!'

then continued our game of Munchkins heh : )

i left her house at 1.30am to go homeee.

all in all, a wonderful wonderful day :D

meixuan's birthday party

2010-12-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

. . Meixuan's 21st Birthday Party

@ Nouvelle Park Condo's function room, 6.30pm

theme: GREEN : )

we gave her a pretty birthday card

and a Mandarin Oriental gift card

(meixuan wanted it hahaha)

as birthday presents !

it was much fun hanging out

with NAAT main comm peeps during the party

the food and chocolate banana cake

were yumyum hee : )

too much wine and Baileys

made some of our guys high

and one guy drunk hahaha.

this main comm has a bit of a drinking culture :S

very loud birthday song singing by us

and noisy balloon bursting by us too

at the end of the event.

had a fun fun time : )

floorball christmas gathering : )

2010-12-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

. . Floorball Christmas Gathering

@ mer's house, 7pm - 12 midnight.

chicken rice dinner

ben&jerry's icecream

playing with Pebbles (mer's dog)

talking to catch up

failed gift exchange HAHA

visit to mer's room

hanging out with my team

is always awesome wonderful time spent

talking & laughing & doing silly things : )

i hope our friendships last forever.

day with NAAT peeps

2010-12-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

. .

spent the entire of today with NAAT peeps : D

meeting meeting meeting @ SMU

lunch @ Popeyes (Cathay)

Gulliver's Travels

buying Meixuan's birthday present

dinner @ Just Acia (Marina Square)

i like spending time with them hee : )

family lunch, NAAT dinner, airport sendoff

2010-12-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

. . had family lunch today ! @ some restaurant at Kovan area. . i love being with my family hee : ) . .

. . NAAT christmas dinner

@ Spizza (Club Street), 6.30pm

many people fell sick

so the turnout wasn't that good.

still, it was nice meeting up with them : ) .

quack & matthew gave us each

a little jar of Sticky sweet as christmas present

yayeee, my favourite !! : D

quack also wrote a card to each of us,

so nice of him right : ) . . .

then went down to the airport @ 10pm

to send Chingkai Xianglin Derkoon off for exchange

with the Casper peeps. . sad that so many people

are going for exchange this sem : ( .

oh wells, hope that all of them stay safe

and have an awesome experience ! . pictures are in other people's cameras,

not yet uploaded onto facebook.

. . .

and i've been having a persistent mild headache

throughout the entire day : (

i need to rest and sleep more.

it's ironic how i sleep less now

than during exam period haha.

merry christmas ! : D

2010-12-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS !! . i had an awesome christmas : ) . . and it's my mom's birthday today too, my brother baked a strawberry cake with icing-like cream. . i have talented brothers : D . . . . . got to go send jian nan off for exchange at the airport later @ 3.30am. . luckily kenwee can get the car so alvin and i can go with him because we all live around the same area heehee. . it's good to have friends who drive : D

Casper Christmas Chalet

2010-12-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

. .

23 december 2010, wednesday

Christmas Gathering @ Aloha Changi Chalet M. .

Mirage Kenai Casper Yoshi,

that's quite a lot of people : ) . . catered buffet dinner

gift exchange

best dressed parade (theme: kampong / cui)

picture taking

chilling in the room with Casper

giving presents to those going for exchange

it was nice and enjoyable : )

01 peeps + huijin becky shaotian !

2010-12-22T23:22:00.004+08:00

. yb jay gimlim reethie me gen ! . .. met up with 01 peeps today, very very happy to see them again heehee : D . lunch @ marche with reethie gimlim jay then drinks @ starbucks when yb and gen joined us. shopping @ taka & wisma afterwards with reethie yb and gen . can't wait to see them again soonsoon hopefully ! . . . at night, met up with huijin becky shaotian whee ! . dinner @ manhatten's fish market with the girls then shaotian joined us and we went becky's house for a while to visit her toy poodle dog. . he is called Chocolate : D and he really looks like a toy dog hahaha ! oh, and he is a horny dog that keeps humping huijin's arm oops : S . photos are in becky's camera, so no photos for nowww.

Post Exam Trauma

2010-12-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

HS814 elective went pretty alrights, thankfully : ) . . . so today marks the end of Year 2 Sem 1, and my exam period is officially over. hooray yaye whee yipee teeheehee. . but why do i not feel that sense of liberation that i'm supposed to be feeling ? i want my heart to bounce around lightheartedly but, something is weighing me down. . . it really isn't over yet, is it ? i'm still stuck in the nightmare, hoping that i'll wake up to find that reality is the opposite. . . i think i'm suffering from Post Exam Trauma.

old and, less happy.

2010-12-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

now we're just old and ... less happy : (

AA201 exam killed me : (

2010-12-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

i want to say it's okae, i want to feel that it's okae, i want to make it seem like it's okae, . i really really do. . . but i know it's not, no matter how much i wish for it to be. . . i just hope, history won't repeat itself so cruelly again. . it'll be too much for me to bear : (

please, my Lucky Stars.

2010-12-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

please let tomorrow's AA201 paper turn out better than today's AA203 paper. . thank you.

why do i sleep so much ?

2010-12-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

today, i woke up at 2.30pm . and took a nap from 8 - 11pm. . i hate myself for sleeping so much, especially when it's the exam period and i have 2 more papers this week for which i'm not feeling prepared at all. . but i really can't help it : ( . . is it possible that my body was made for sleeping ? made in such a way that it needs more sleep than usual ???

thankful & lucky : )

2010-12-13T18:01:00.001+08:00

i am so thankful that BH226 turned out pretty alrights or so i feel, and hope : ) . . . and i caught a Falling Leaf today ! some people say, you'll be lucky if you catch a falling leaf : ) . i hope that's true, heehee.

true love.

2010-12-11T16:05:00.000+08:00

. .

True Love.

Soulmates.

Lifetime Partners.

how do we know,

if this is it ?

hahaha

2010-12-09T20:36:00.003+08:00

in this digital age, we all need this to really happen one time or another, . don't we ?

i want to be smarter.

2010-12-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

my brain is going to burst from information overload, . and too much worrying. . . i wish i had more brain capacity, and higher intellectual ability.